January 23, 2015 | Posted in: journaling

I’ve been accused of many things, including of being a raving lunatic bitch.  There are so many misconceptions as to how people read me.  When I speak, I have the tendency to be a bit loud, therefor I usually sound as if I’m mad. And just because I am stern does not mean I’m being confrontational.

So, over the years, I’ve always have this insecurity as to how others are perceiving me.  Many times, I second guess sharing my opinions for fear of how they will come across.  Sometimes, I even think that the few times I’ve been “downsized” have something to do with how my supervisors and co-workers actually see me.

Therefor, whenever I’m “publicly” accuse of being angry, and negative, and dark, it pushes buttons so deep in my core that, that’s actually what they get in return; a dark, angry, negative and raving lunatic bitch.  The only thing that “calms” me down is to think about the things that I’m grateful for.

That being said, I’ll move on to more happy thoughts.

Adamy Diaz

Adamy is the President and owner of Artistik Dreamlife Design Studio, a web and graphic design company in Greer, SC. Adamy enjoys creating artwork in various media and designing and developing websites. When not working, she spend time writing, journaling, and creating digital combines with my her photography and writing. Her hobbies include: running marathons and ultra-marathons with her husband, reading and watching movies. Occasionally, you may find her at an airport looking at planes and longing for the time when she use to fly them. Originally from Puerto Rico, she moved to the states in 1991 and eventually settled in Greer in 1997. She’s been married to Don Carpenter since 1999. Together, they own Angel Dolfyn Massage and Be@Peace ~Products with Purpose. Adamy’s Philosophy: The decisions we make determine the life we live! The destination is never as important as the journey there! Life is all about the journey!