Is this a public forum? I created this space to share my creative self. However it sometimes feels I’m gagged and I can’t “speak” my mind at all. My creativity seems to be on sabbatical of late, at least that’s how it feels. Ideas that frequently flow are stock somewhere along the edges of fear. They feel trapped and restrained.
But why? Not sure if it is the rat race of the every day life, or just the fact that I don’t seem to find the time to get centered and listen to what spirit has to say. My mind is always running and so is my body. There is not enough hours in a day to complete every task. Anxiety fills every cell of my being and the image of a chicken running around with its head cut off is the only sure result of such feelings.
I’ll leave it at that for now.