I’ve been accused of many things, including of being a raving lunatic bitch. There are so many misconceptions as to how people read me. When I speak, I have the tendency to be a bit loud, therefor I usually sound as if I’m mad. And just because I am stern does not mean I’m being confrontational.
So, over the years, I’ve always have this insecurity as to how others are perceiving me. Many times, I second guess sharing my opinions for fear of how they will come across. Sometimes, I even think that the few times I’ve been “downsized” have something to do with how my supervisors and co-workers actually see me.
Therefor, whenever I’m “publicly” accuse of being angry, and negative, and dark, it pushes buttons so deep in my core that, that’s actually what they get in return; a dark, angry, negative and raving lunatic bitch. The only thing that “calms” me down is to think about the things that I’m grateful for.
That being said, I’ll move on to more happy thoughts.